The PMS was bad. As in, three days in I was ready to kill myself because I didn't want to suffer any more. And that was every single month. I was crazy during that time.

Taking the Paxil only for 1 week is clearly not the solution because it fucked my chemistry all up. Taking it every day might be another story. I'd love to feel that good all the time (it's kind of a dream I've had my entire life).