I've been feeling so isolated lately. Being around my family is like mental overload and doesn't compute so I'm by myself (self imposed so I have no reason to whine) but I get online and feel just as alone. I'm not writing fanfic anymore so there's no reviews to look forward to and most of my posts don't get replies (not that I expect any) probably because I ramble about stupid shit no one cares about. Either that or I'm whining like a bitch and no one wants to read about that either. Fucking pathetic.
*pulls hair out*
I'm losing my mind. I mean, I feel crazy. Like something is wrong with me besides the depression. I don't even know what I'm talking about any more.
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Date: 17 Mar 2013 09:32 pm (UTC)I've been feeling so isolated lately. Being around my family is like mental overload and doesn't compute so I'm by myself (self imposed so I have no reason to whine) but I get online and feel just as alone. I'm not writing fanfic anymore so there's no reviews to look forward to and most of my posts don't get replies (not that I expect any) probably because I ramble about stupid shit no one cares about. Either that or I'm whining like a bitch and no one wants to read about that either. Fucking pathetic.
*pulls hair out*
I'm losing my mind. I mean, I feel crazy. Like something is wrong with me besides the depression. I don't even know what I'm talking about any more.