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jennickelsI have been so tired lately that I can barely think straight. Sleep depervation has set in and the baby isn't due for another 14 weeks. I rarely get more then 6 hours sleep and I NEVER get that all at one time. Dh usually wakes me when he leaves for work around 5am and then there is his snoring. I've been sleeping on the living room floor more and more because, at least, it is quiet out here. But then I wake with a horrible back ache. He still wakes me when he leaves for work. Of course there is the peeing too. One of the things I really hate about being pregnant--I have to go to the bathroom every couple of hours and it sucks.
The side effect of this lack of sleep is I'm very depressed (or maybe the depression is causing my lack of sleep--I never know) and, of course, tired and that means I can't write. I haven't added to my story since Thanksgiving I think and I feel bad and that makes me feel more depressed, etc. etc.
I need to write. I NEED to. But there is so much noise around here. The TV is on non stop when dh is home. I have it off while he's at work so the kids stay out of the living room but they insist on running up and down the hall, yelling and coming into the living room every few minutes so I can't concentrate.
I feel lost without writing. I want to write. WAH!!!! I'm such a whiner. I need some quiet time and a good night's sleep. Oh well--will never happen in a million years.
The side effect of this lack of sleep is I'm very depressed (or maybe the depression is causing my lack of sleep--I never know) and, of course, tired and that means I can't write. I haven't added to my story since Thanksgiving I think and I feel bad and that makes me feel more depressed, etc. etc.
I need to write. I NEED to. But there is so much noise around here. The TV is on non stop when dh is home. I have it off while he's at work so the kids stay out of the living room but they insist on running up and down the hall, yelling and coming into the living room every few minutes so I can't concentrate.
I feel lost without writing. I want to write. WAH!!!! I'm such a whiner. I need some quiet time and a good night's sleep. Oh well--will never happen in a million years.
