my husband is missing (not a joke)

He left for work on Friday afternoon and I haven't seen him since.  He called at 9:50pm that night to tell me he would be late because of some late flights.  No big deal really.  But I haven't heard from him since then which is very unusual.

He usually calls me several times when he works to see how I'm doing and to check on the kids but nothing yesterday.  His cell phone is either turned off or out of batteries.  Either way I can't get ahold of him and don't know the number for the office over there.

On Thusday he didn't come home either (that I know of).  I figured he was blowing off steam and went out drinking.  We had this problem before and I told him just not to come home if he was drunk (he snores awful and ten times worse when he is passed out drunk).  I was going to talk to him about it on Friday but he wasn't home when I got up.  He came back around 10:30-11am with an Xbox 360.

We bought one last weekend and it broke in 2 days so he took it back and was trying to find a newer one and had to drive all over to get it.  I figured he got home Thursday night/Friday morning and then got up early to go get the Xbox but that is kind of crazy because he never gets up early and he didn't sleep in our bed that night and there is no where else to sleep.  The 3 older kids are in one room with their beds.  The baby is in the other room which is full of boxes so no room to sleep in there and we don't have a couch--just 2 recliners.  I slept in the one the other night and it isn't very comfy.  So now I'm thinking I just thought I heard him come home that night but he didn't.

He sat and watched TV with me after taking a shower on Friday but didn't say anything.  He seemed happy enough when he did get home, just tired (which would be understandable if he had been drinking all night.  He left for work on Friday like normal.

And that is it.

It's been over 24 hours since I have heard from him and I'm really starting to freak out.  He has off today so he should be here.  The kids have been asking where he is and I don't know what to tell them.  He has our truck which has all the carseats in it so I can't go anywhere.  When he called Friday night he said I would have to be getting back to Pittsburgh today because our idiot landlord thinks we abandoned our stuff.  I told them I was going out of town for awhile and that we would be out by the end of August.  They are morons.

If that was what he wanted me to do today why would he disappear with our only reliable transportation the day before...you know?  He knows I would be stuck with no carseats.  I needed to go to Costco yesterday because the baby was out of diapers and wipes but he never showed up so I had to go to Walgreens to get some wipes and she is wearing diapers that are a size too small now.

Now I am totally worried and freaked.  If he isn't dead or in a coma somewhere I'm going to kill him.  I couldn't sleep last night and now I feel sick.  I already suffer from horrible (almost crippling) anxiety and this isn't helping.  I'm going to call his sister in a couple hours.  She's good at tracking people down.  Maybe she can find him.  I can't find his work number so I have no way to call them and see if he even showed up yesterday (he got popped for OT last night--he said on his message Friday night).  If they haven't heard from him I'll have to call the police and report him missing.

I can't belive I just had to type that.  No one should have to report their loved one missing.  UGH.  I'm going to go cry now.