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I've been using 750words.com every day since the year started and have written something like 60k words there (just put in 2300 tonight). Well, I just read that next month it will go to a pay-only site.
It's stupid but I'm crying because I can't deal with change any more. Every time--EVERY SINGLE TIME--I find something good for me it's snatched away and I'm left standing there feeling more empty then ever before. I can't afford $5/month to find motivation to write. And I know it's stupid because I can just write on my own but when there's no incentive...I would have quit back in the 2nd week of January without the site urging me along.I felt so proud when I finished January up and still wanted to do February.
Now I feel like giving up because what's the point anyway?
I can't have anything good or fun or special in my life.
It's stupid but I'm crying because I can't deal with change any more. Every time--EVERY SINGLE TIME--I find something good for me it's snatched away and I'm left standing there feeling more empty then ever before. I can't afford $5/month to find motivation to write. And I know it's stupid because I can just write on my own but when there's no incentive...I would have quit back in the 2nd week of January without the site urging me along.I felt so proud when I finished January up and still wanted to do February.
Now I feel like giving up because what's the point anyway?
I can't have anything good or fun or special in my life.
